Break From Work

Got a good break from work.

Went to Leadership course training. As with most courses, it is boring at times but it does have its take away points.

Most of the points are what we already know but the course makes it more apparent and makes me feel energise and inspired again. Of course there are also some points that got me thinking. With what has happen over the last week in office, it is definitely a good boost.

I became more aware of how i react to some situation over the past weeks and realise it is just a reflection of my mum. Of course, there are some of the better traits but there are also those that that are not desireable. Unlearning what i have learnt over the years is not easy.

As what the course facilitator said "Awareness means we are already halfway to success." My reactions is a combination of my attitude and my mood. Changing attitude to me should not be an issue but controlling my mood is. And usually with my hasty mood, all wrong decisions and actions will be made.

Solution? Anger Management, having a more open-mind, yoga??

Harry Portter

Finally, a break from work.

Got free movie tickets at work.....from boss yesterday.

And Big boss mood is super high today making the week ending on good note.

Been a long long time since i've been to the movies. Gotten free 10 pairs of movie ticket from D&D 2 yrs ago, but i think i only manage to watch 2 movies and the rest expired. Well, that means i only watched 2 movies for the last 2 years!!!

Loved the show despite many says it is boring. The show emphasize the rise of Voldemort, how he enters Hogwarts and how he become invincible. The love stories a bit draggy. Prefer Hermione in previous episodes where she has all the spunk. And as usual despite Harry being the main lead and hero, it always ends up someone else help to beat the evil forces and he runs off surviving. With all the lov entangles and all the running away from danger, it really doesn't look too good on his reputation.

Can't wait for the next episiode. With Dumbledore death, not sure what will happen next.

Work is Terrible

This week work is ups and downs.

Maybe i don't understand. Maybe i still don't get it. Every small things seems to frastrate me. Maybe it is small things and still things don't work out which is why i am frastrated. And i am not in control. There must be other things more important for me to work on then to argue over minute stuff.

Is my temper getting out off hand or i just cannot belief such things are happening in a big organisation. Maybe i am frastrated over small stuff that is happening at work and mum is not helping nagging me over small stuff at home.

I blew my tops endless times this week. How do people do it...Not getting angry? Sometimes, i just get mad all over again when i think about the stuff that happens.

Has manager roles now shifted towards protecting their own team (less work for their team) and themselves (less risk by not making any decision at all!!) rather than to do what is right for the organisation?

Everyday i hear, this is manual...no we are not doing this...this is not our responsibility....err this is system generated, i don't know, etc.

Everyday, i am thinking it is lucky the place is still operating. Actually, i find it quite surprising the place still operates and is working. Is this happening elsewhere too?? Maybe......

Haiz, it is just work. Maybe i should just focus on personal. Everything that i spend effort on so far have produce great results. All within budget and expectation and when i think of them, achievement is far greater than at work.

My Cute and Hansome Nephew

Zhi Ann started calling Yee Yee already.

Such a smart boy. He understands what we all are saying. When he is at ah ma place, he doesn't seem to responds to wat we are telling him. But at his own home, he is soo smart.

Zhi Ann is also growing up. His face his sharper and he is getting more handsome.

Cannot stop kissing him on the cheeks. Soo cute and hansome!! Now i know why last time all the Ah yees likes to kiss us. I always find it weird when my Ah yees kiss us. My mum don't even kiss us like that.

Well now i know. Will Zhi Ann find me weird too??

Hahaha, no care. I am the Ah Yee.