Work is Terrible

This week work is ups and downs.

Maybe i don't understand. Maybe i still don't get it. Every small things seems to frastrate me. Maybe it is small things and still things don't work out which is why i am frastrated. And i am not in control. There must be other things more important for me to work on then to argue over minute stuff.

Is my temper getting out off hand or i just cannot belief such things are happening in a big organisation. Maybe i am frastrated over small stuff that is happening at work and mum is not helping nagging me over small stuff at home.

I blew my tops endless times this week. How do people do it...Not getting angry? Sometimes, i just get mad all over again when i think about the stuff that happens.

Has manager roles now shifted towards protecting their own team (less work for their team) and themselves (less risk by not making any decision at all!!) rather than to do what is right for the organisation?

Everyday i hear, this is manual...no we are not doing this...this is not our responsibility....err this is system generated, i don't know, etc.

Everyday, i am thinking it is lucky the place is still operating. Actually, i find it quite surprising the place still operates and is working. Is this happening elsewhere too?? Maybe......

Haiz, it is just work. Maybe i should just focus on personal. Everything that i spend effort on so far have produce great results. All within budget and expectation and when i think of them, achievement is far greater than at work.