Sunday, January 18, 2009

Am I different when i am with Stevie??

Someone commented that I am different when i am with Stevie?

Do I give in to him and change myself to suit him?

I was thinking what did i change because of him.

But i wasn't able to really pinpoint what behaviour did i change in particular.

Then, i think maybe i didn't realise what behavior i change because it is not a change that i force myself to or it is a change that requires a special effort on myself to constantly remind myself. It is maybe a behaviour/decision that was done spontaneously because i had him in mind.

Well, if Stevie reads this, he will be thinking what did i change because of him cos i still keep forgetting things, still being too talkative, still being nosey, still as disorganise and messy, still being too detailed, still being fickle-minded, still being irresponsible, still press the toothpaste from the middle instead of from the bottom of the tube, and many more still.....as ever.

Well, that is me and i doubt i can change much......but still....

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