Stevie leaving again

Stevie was back over the weekend again.

He is coming back so often it seems as if he is not even working overseas.

But still every time he leaves, i will get so upset.

Sometimes i wonder whether i rather him not coming back so often and making me feel so emotional each time he leaves but then again if he doesn't come back i won't get to see him. Contradictions.......

He came back last Friday and was suppose to go back on Monday. Well, the good thing is he mixed up the timing of his flight and missed his flight back. I was soo bad, i couldn't be happier.

Seeing him swearing over the silly mistake and cursing for having to pay additional for the flight back, i don't even feel the slightest frustration he is feeling and not able to emphatise with him. Despite have a small argument with him earlier in the morning, i was grinning from cheek to cheek after he announced he missed his flight back. Somehow, i don't feel as sad the next day he left maybe because i have already "earned" an extra day with him.

Maybe next time i should just pretend he is leaving a day before then i will be more prepared.