Stubborn Gal

Just made a realisation of myself after soo many years.

I am a very stubborn gal.

Was very surprise at this self-realisation.

For the longest time, i thought i am a person that takes things easy.
Stubbornness. Whenever this word pops up, i think about my mum and sis.
Me? Never......

The other day, i was talking to Stevie and mentioned about it. And he doesn't seem surprise at all. Which makes me wonder "Do i give people such impression?" because it is definitely new to me.

Maybe it is a different kind of stubbornness.

I am very stubborn in how i want things done (sounds like my mum....scary)
Not that i want to make the ultimate decision (sounds better......and not like my mum) but i want to have all gound covered and discussed before i am open to any final decision making.
Sometimes, it may result in more effort and time wasted but still i am very obsess about it (i don't know why?)
The idea of not having all the choices and all the information available before me and having to make a decision just make me unease.

Well, i guess i do have some of my mum stubborn genes after all. And after so many years it is just in me and i didn't know.