Bad Day

Today is a bad day.

Had a bad dream last night again.

Then i woke up late cos i forgot to set the alarm clock. Was reading my book in bed last night and just felt very tired so i slept without setting my alarm. This morning woke up and felt terrible cos of the stupid dream. But was well again after a shower. Guess i'm use to such dreams now. Left the house without my mobile phone and need to detour back to get it....now i'm even more late.

Reached office and everyone seems cool about it. So just continue working as usual. Received stupid complains from another team head about my team members. Cannot get it. Still very puzzling to me. Such a small matter. I just don't know what people are thinking sometimes. I confess i'm a complain queen but i don't complain such stuff at least not to the line managers.

Anyway today i'm thinking a bit more than usual. While listening to one of the client's call, i begin to wonder.....i don't want a job that heavily rely on others and i don't want a job that people needs to heavily rely on me. Well, not that i'm not a team player, but tooo much of relying really suck. Things just can't move as quick and efficient as it should.

Have made up my mind over something that is bothering me. It is better to do something and regret rather then regret not doing anything at all. Anyway it is no big deal. Either way, the world won't come to an end and life goes on. Hahahah guess i'm an optimist at heart.

Work this whole week seems to move very slowly. Can't wait for the day to end and i can go out and refresh.